About xxhopexisnotxlostxx

i feel like i am at the end of my rope... i'm 25 yrs old and completely alone in this city. i feel like misfortune is forcing me to harbor an almost bitter hatred for san francisco. i lost my job in february after missing most of january due to pneumonia. lets just say that i was in no way financially prepared to be unemployed. now i am so behind in rent, i am on the verge of being evicted... evicted for a SRO that has no heat and VERY faulty electricity. the stress has wreaked havok on my fibromyalgia. my days are now spent in agony. for the last week i have not been able to get out of bed due to the pain. its worse than anything i have ever felt. i am feeling so hopeless im sorry if it sounds like im throwing myself a huge pity party, i just feel like i am completely out of options. i have no money, no food - i even ate the last of the bbq sauce a day or two ago. luckily the pain from the fms makes me nauseous so i dont think about food too often. ive been denied all government aid and i really dont know what to do at this point...